my bro's gf came over today and they were on the bed

reading notes/ watching movie i don't know

but they're on the bed in my bro's room right?

its only the second time uve seen her after cny

and youre acting all so nice to her,

asking her if she wants a drink? and 'make yourself comfortable alright?'

woah how kind. and what was your attitude towards my first/ex-bf again?

you didnt even look him in the eye when he greeted you with a 'hello uncle'

you didnt like it when he send me home late and its only like 10pm?

you didnt like it either even when he's just sitting in my room using my labtop.

so, he just cant step into my room right?

and i wont ever forget the night that you screamed so loudly at me for bringing him home.

he got chased home. while i had to put up with more of your ridiculous scoldings.

why? it was terrible. you wanted to communicate. but you didnt want to listen.

you only want people to hear what you have to say.

you only want people to do as you say. but how can you be so selfish?

whats wrong with him/us that gives you the right to look down on us?

i was so afraid he was standing outside the door listening to what you were screaming at me.

what should i do if he knows you dont like him?

even mummy thinks youre being ridiculous and stood by my side and spoke up for me.

and this was what my mum said: 'youre just plain bias. what rights do you have to scold people like that? he has parents too. how do you think his parents would feel if they knew youre treating their son with such attitude? how would you feel if our son is the one getting scolded when he goes to his gf's place? heartbroken, not?'

thanks to you. i lost the boy i love. and this is enough to make me cry every night.

no wonder non of us can get along with you. and what ive saw today just goes to add on to the unfair treatment i constantly receive from you. ive been trying to be nice to you because you are my dad. but i don't think i can do it anymore.
because it doesnt come straight from my heart. the heart thats been broken indirectly by you.

me just returned from a sumptuous meal with my relatives on my maternal side (^-^)v! food's great and the company's great too! ive always enjoyed gatherings with my mum's side. they're all such caring and lovely people but everyone's been soo busy for this feb that we only had time now for a cny reunion dinner altogether. its a little late, but hey what are the 15days of cny for right? dinner started off with a lao yu sheng for a prosperous year ahead, followed by shark's fins soup, scallops, prawns, pig trotters, chilli crab/ black pepper crab, some other smaller dishes and then yam paste for dessert. hee yummy yums that these are all my favourite dishes. happy me happy me tummy!

 my bunny of abundance angpows collected on cny day1 :D

happy that ive received the most amount this year compared to any other previous years

went to eunice house for some new year visiting and wow,

her family houses really pretty pussy willow!

its definitely the fluffiest ive ever seen, like 7cm huge?

i didnt know they could open up to this size ^_^

 heres pretty eunice with those blossomed pussy willows

 happy rabbit 2011 to all!

steamboat is the wayyy to go for chinese new year!

and cheers to the sumptuous spread of  food eunice prepard for us :D

 everything looks soo flesh right (:(:(: yeah hotdog still remains as my favourite steamboat-must-have food. i know, its kiddo food!

 tsk what to do when theres 6 tai tais in the house?

4 shall mahjong while 2 catch their korean dramas on the telly!

im one of the ones by the mahjong table ofcos XD

eunice the beginner's playing not bad for her first round and im soo looking forward to us playing MJ more often together!

yayyy met up with the comtech clique for our cny gathering too!

we seriously need a cooler nickname comtech sounds so weird?

anyways, we had a super filling meal at NEWYORKNEWYORK before

going down to ashley's place to see her meow!(her rabbit's name)

and gamble our night away $.$

*likes* the comfy sofa seats at the corner of nyny and

they do serve huge portions for the appetisers combo!

theres buffalo wings, fried mushrooms, fried calamaris and potato wedges

i'll definitely order it again the next time im dining in there (;

  since dinner's at nyny means that we can have our candy floss for freeeeee

the waiter even offered to bring us our candy flosssss if

we're lazy to go spin it on our own haha :DD

its just how spoilt we people are nowww!

meet meow! ashley's fatty rabbit which tends to act all quiet and gentle on the outside

while its secretly cultivating the mood to bomb lotsa black balls of shit out afterwards

haha its a full-of-shit-generator really!

  nuff playing with rabbit and its blackjack time!

we all dug out coins to gamble since ashley took out her tray of coins first

still, i managed to win $5 from this while kaixin became the biggest winner of $30

while she started off with $0. lucky hands she has!

and because her winning is aso the cause of the rest of the guys losing,

they suggested switching to gamble over mahjong instead!

lucky me won another $4 from here. haa i just dowon to be the loser cos you'll get laugh at.

tsk spencer, boon and ah loy, buck up kays else you guys really

have to take off your pants if you lose again!

the little happy me!

 
hee this was the chubby me before i even learn how to walk.
and there i am, looking way fatter//bigger than my elder brother!


 ❤this family photo of mine! (:(:(: