♥♥

i carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart)

i am never without it (anywhere i go you go, my dear;

and whatever is done by only me is your doing, my darling)

i fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet)

i want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true)

and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant

and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows

(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud

and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;

which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide)

and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

-by E.E.Cummings

Turn It Up

Baby, its over, we both know, lets go forward

I love you, but in a different way, I love you, forever

Now that we've come to the end of a story-y and I know that it's gonna be hard for me

Might hurt some, not too much, but I gotta let it wait

As the world turns around and we go different places, new things, new dreams, new faces

Wanna shake up, when we break up, but we keep our memories

'coz I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay" x2

Baby, it's better, and I want you, to be happy

Sometimes people find that it's so hard just to say goodbye

Then easy the more and the more you try

So there'll be cheating, be deceiving, but not me and my boy

We understand that we're friends and it just ain't working, no point in the constant fighting

So when we go nuts, for a minute, and admit that we're just not in it

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay" x4

I might lose my mind for a while, but I'll be fine

Have you heard there's this thing that heals, and it's called time

Clock can tick away, happy will fall in place

I know, my heart will break, a new me will fill this space

I know you can't stay, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the fall

We had our time, baby, so I won't be waiting, anticipating for the call

Turn it up, turn it up for the people that say "we're moving on and we'll be okay" x4


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b, im really sorry for making you angry. but you should have known better... & i'll miss you.
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Recent ❤

i just finished streaming 2 Thai shows and its 很好看 so i wanna share here!

1. Crazy Little Thing Called Love

This is one lovely Thai show that made me cried at many many parts >.<
its super touching annnnnd is really nice and enjoyable ^^*
thanks song buck for recommending this to meee (: (: (:

Its about a girl who changed from an ugly duckling to a beautiful swan
hoping her crush, the campus hearthrob, would acknowledge her existence.

And since its based on an old school kinda love story,
it showed things like how the girl did a few stupid things to get the guy's attention in school,
that rush of excitement she gets when she sees the person she likes, even from afar,
and how its like to zone out at random times of the day becos her mind is too preoccupied by that one person.

I couldn't agree more on the movie saying it was "based on the true story of everyone"
I believe anyone would be able to relate to this movie though i think girls would appreciate it more =D
What I love most will be that Thai shows always manage to depict that old school love story very sweetly ^.^

2. Bangkok Traffic Love Story

I really enjoyed this one as well! Its...just a simple love story..

But somehow, i get really touched by simple things like this's...

.....

The guy and the girl met incidentally. They fell in love. Got broken apart somehow.

But still managed to get back sweetly together eventually.

The girl made some blunders while trying to seek for the guy's attention at first...

The guy did something sweet for the girl somewhere along the show to show his affection...

.....

This is the typical kind of plot Thai romantic comedy movie always have.

But it still remains my favorite kinda movie compared to any other Hollywood shows.

Of course i do watch all the blockbuster movies like The Dark Knight Rises, The Avengers and stuff,

but i still secretly ♥ Thai romantic comedy/ comedy films the most ^^*

And god, below is the 1st Thai song that I've ever liked =D

(i mean, who listens Thai songs nowadays :p)

Its a video with a summary of "Bangkok Traffic Love Story"

But But, its Viet Sub hahahahaha cos i cant find the Eng Sub version!!

Whatever la cos the song is really nice and the feeeeeel~ is there!! =3=

Please Send Someone to Love Me by Instinct

kk the eng lyrics are below =D the feeeeel is there right~~ & its 很好听 right~~

totally fits the female lead in the movie and speaks what i do feel sometimes too >.<

How much longer must I be alone?
How many more times must I sigh?
How many times must love let me down before you’re satisfied?
Turn on love songs and listen to them by myself
Having a one-sided love makes me feel so isolated
I look all around me, but there’s no one in sight
Why does it have to be me?

*I comfort myself, ‘It’ll happen some day’
I’ll meet someone genuine
I keep telling myself that it’ll happen some day
But I have no idea when
(But how much longer must I wait?)

**Please send someone to love me
It’s far too cold living like this
I want to know what true love is like
It’s real, isn’t it?
Please send me my soulmate
So that I won’t feel lonely anymore
Help me understand
And let me be in love with someone for once

I’m so lonely, I can hardly stand it
I try to suppress it, but it never works
I want to know what it’s like to love and be loved

Repeat * / **

With someone for once
Help me understand
And let me be in love with someone for once

Somehow, Thai romantic comedy/ comedy movies never seem to disappoint me =D

There's some other good ones like Hello Stranger, Hello Ghost & ATM.

Suckseed's not bad too and yep, I guess thats all that I've watched already =)

imy

i used to have this Mr. Right who would do all these sweet little things for me.

but he's gone. no matter how much i miss him, he's not here for me anymore...

so many things still remind me of him now.

i can even remember the first promise he said to me, that,

"i will hold onto your hand as long as you hold onto mine."

but what happened to us?

sometimes i wish i have a twin sibling too

so ill never have to do things alone.

at least therell will someone there to eat with me,

someone there to go shopping together,

someone there to catch movies together,

and perhaps, i dont even have to cry alone.

this Music Video, its awesome coolness!

envious i am at people who can dance

and shuffle their feets like that.

/everyday im shuffling/

how cool is thats. maybe i should go for dancing class huh.

-LMFAO's Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett-

and this article that i came across

on the magazine Simply Her.

its nice and i really like it:

When it comes to women, I know only one way to treat them

-with respect. Not only the woman I love, but all woman.

In many instances, women tend to be relegated to the background in our lives.

But i disagree with this.

SPOIL HER

I can't say why many men seem to feel that

once love is confirmed, romance takes a back seat.

I am not sure whether it is our upbringing,

or we are too busy chasing the almighty dollar.

Either way, it's no excuse.

Call me old-fashioned but women are meant to be spoiled,

fussed over, put on a pedestal and adored.

Do you dress up for your woman?

Do you hold her hand for no reason?

Do you do the small things like open a car door,

give a morning kiss, buy a rose for no reason,

or most important of all, leave a love note on the pillow?

Making a woman feel good can be extremely enjoyable for the man as well.

You just have to remember that to women,

the little things are incredibly important.

The dinners are nice, the jewellery is nice, the home is nice

but it's the rose that will be remembered,

it's the love note that will be treasured and it's the morning kiss

that will make the best start to the day.

Having said all these, not all women are the same.

Some don't like to be fussed over because they need room to breathe.

LOVE & RESPECT

So, it is vital to take time to discover who your woman is.

If you don't know her, you can't truly love her.

More importantly, you can't respect her.

And every woman wants to be respected by the man she loves.

Respect is not only about how you treat her but how you support her,

 encourage her and even take responsibility for some things so she has time for herself.

In fact, showing effort is the greatest form of respect.

Do you have it in you to respect a woman?

Can you let her go to become her own person or will she only ever be your partner?

Can you let her shine on her own?

And if so, how far will you go to help her shine?

Can you listen to her without trying to solve her problems?

(She can solve them on her own, so don't try unless asked.)

Can you open up to her about your work, life, friends...

anything that is important to you?

In short, she is more than your partner;

she would be your confidante and you, hers.

It isn't difficult. You just need to put all the personal egos aside.

If you are like me, you will believe that love does conquers all.

You picked your partner so support her, encourage her, love her

and most importantly respect her because without her,

life would be very lonely indeed.

-The Flying Dutchman

you could only tell if youre happy or not...

during the nights when you sleep.

and as much as i hate to admit it.

i cry every night before i sleep.

those heartaches,

it makes me feel as if
my heart's been teared to pieces.

Love is a bit like a clock...
Me and you? We’re like a clock. We are perfectly fitting, perfect compatibility.
You are the hour hand, I am the minute hand, or vice versa. We met up, had our short time.
But we each moved on, one quicker than the other. We have not forgotten each other,
but just merely wanting to explore. In the end, we come back to each other.

via dinnerinthemorning

The Adolescent

All the colors remind me of my childhood.

I'm absorbed infeelings of everything at once.

I keep my mouth shut and watch a couple dance

alone in a crowded room.

And their body language is unrecognizable;

perfectly in-sync and to the beat

despite the commotion as the world floods around them.

And i know the words to this song.

That could be me with you-

knee deep and happy.

You're the only one who ever sings along.

"maybe your first love is the one that sticks with you

because its the only person who will ever receive all of you.

after that, you learn better. but, most of all, no matter what,

a piece of you forever remains left behind in the heart of the one you loved

-a piece no future lover could ever get, no matter what,

that piece holds innocence, the belief that love really can last forever.

it holds friendship and pain, trial and error,

that one kiss you'll never forget,

and that night under the stars you can never get back.

it holds youth and everything you thought love would be,

everything that was proven wrong."

so just smile ∩_∩

"This life is what you make it.
Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes,
it's a universal truth.
But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up.
Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway.
But just remember, some come, some go.
The ones that stay with you through everything-
they're your true best friends.
Don't let go of them.
Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world.
As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too.
And babe, I hate to say it, most of them-
actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart,
but you can't give up because if you give up,
you'll never find your soul mate.
You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything.
Just because you fail once,
doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything.
Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself,
because if you don't, then who will, sweetie?
So keep your head high, keep your chin up,
and most importantly, keep smiling,
because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about."
-marilyn monroe

ps: this is for myself, and for my girls as well.