i need an organiser, really.

*beams at my schedule that ive fitted into for now:

mon- 3-645pm/ tuition centre at amk

tues- 3-430pm/ sec3 Amaths at hougang

5-630/ p6 maths at sengkang

wed- 8-10am/ morning lecture & 2-3pm/ tutorial

5-630pm/ p5 maths at sin ming

7-9pm/ sec2 maths at bishan condo

thurs- 3-430pm/ sec3 Amaths at hougang

fri- 8-10am/ morning lecture

3-5pm/ tuition centre at amk

sat- freee dayyy

sun- 2-4pm/ sec2 maths at bishan condo

wednesdays are gonna be crazy but i hope i'll be busily happy with it (;

sometimes i wish i have a twin sibling too

so ill never have to do things alone.

at least therell will someone there to eat with me,

someone there to go shopping together,

someone there to catch movies together,

and perhaps, i dont even have to cry alone.

:< gloomy fact i saw on the magazine/ cos ive got a sweet tooth that never come loose.

this Music Video, its awesome coolness!

envious i am at people who can dance

and shuffle their feets like that.

/everyday im shuffling/

how cool is thats. maybe i should go for dancing class huh.

-LMFAO's Party Rock Anthem ft. Lauren Bennett-

and this article that i came across

on the magazine Simply Her.

its nice and i really like it:

When it comes to women, I know only one way to treat them

-with respect. Not only the woman I love, but all woman.

In many instances, women tend to be relegated to the background in our lives.

But i disagree with this.

SPOIL HER

I can't say why many men seem to feel that

once love is confirmed, romance takes a back seat.

I am not sure whether it is our upbringing,

or we are too busy chasing the almighty dollar.

Either way, it's no excuse.

Call me old-fashioned but women are meant to be spoiled,

fussed over, put on a pedestal and adored.

Do you dress up for your woman?

Do you hold her hand for no reason?

Do you do the small things like open a car door,

give a morning kiss, buy a rose for no reason,

or most important of all, leave a love note on the pillow?

Making a woman feel good can be extremely enjoyable for the man as well.

You just have to remember that to women,

the little things are incredibly important.

The dinners are nice, the jewellery is nice, the home is nice

but it's the rose that will be remembered,

it's the love note that will be treasured and it's the morning kiss

that will make the best start to the day.

Having said all these, not all women are the same.

Some don't like to be fussed over because they need room to breathe.

LOVE & RESPECT

So, it is vital to take time to discover who your woman is.

If you don't know her, you can't truly love her.

More importantly, you can't respect her.

And every woman wants to be respected by the man she loves.

Respect is not only about how you treat her but how you support her,

 encourage her and even take responsibility for some things so she has time for herself.

In fact, showing effort is the greatest form of respect.

Do you have it in you to respect a woman?

Can you let her go to become her own person or will she only ever be your partner?

Can you let her shine on her own?

And if so, how far will you go to help her shine?

Can you listen to her without trying to solve her problems?

(She can solve them on her own, so don't try unless asked.)

Can you open up to her about your work, life, friends...

anything that is important to you?

In short, she is more than your partner;

she would be your confidante and you, hers.

It isn't difficult. You just need to put all the personal egos aside.

If you are like me, you will believe that love does conquers all.

You picked your partner so support her, encourage her, love her

and most importantly respect her because without her,

life would be very lonely indeed.

-The Flying Dutchman

my bro's gf came over today and they were on the bed

reading notes/ watching movie i don't know

but they're on the bed in my bro's room right?

its only the second time uve seen her after cny

and youre acting all so nice to her,

asking her if she wants a drink? and 'make yourself comfortable alright?'

woah how kind. and what was your attitude towards my first/ex-bf again?

you didnt even look him in the eye when he greeted you with a 'hello uncle'

you didnt like it when he send me home late and its only like 10pm?

you didnt like it either even when he's just sitting in my room using my labtop.

so, he just cant step into my room right?

and i wont ever forget the night that you screamed so loudly at me for bringing him home.

he got chased home. while i had to put up with more of your ridiculous scoldings.

why? it was terrible. you wanted to communicate. but you didnt want to listen.

you only want people to hear what you have to say.

you only want people to do as you say. but how can you be so selfish?

whats wrong with him/us that gives you the right to look down on us?

i was so afraid he was standing outside the door listening to what you were screaming at me.

what should i do if he knows you dont like him?

even mummy thinks youre being ridiculous and stood by my side and spoke up for me.

and this was what my mum said: 'youre just plain bias. what rights do you have to scold people like that? he has parents too. how do you think his parents would feel if they knew youre treating their son with such attitude? how would you feel if our son is the one getting scolded when he goes to his gf's place? heartbroken, not?'

thanks to you. i lost the boy i love. and this is enough to make me cry every night.

no wonder non of us can get along with you. and what ive saw today just goes to add on to the unfair treatment i constantly receive from you. ive been trying to be nice to you because you are my dad. but i don't think i can do it anymore.
because it doesnt come straight from my heart. the heart thats been broken indirectly by you.

you could only tell if youre happy or not...

during the nights when you sleep.

and as much as i hate to admit it.

i cry every night before i sleep.

those heartaches,

it makes me feel as if
my heart's been teared to pieces.

if i can have plastic surgery,

i'll want

better skin and complexion

bigger eyes and double eyelids

sharper nose

higher cheekbones
bigger boobs

firmer bottoms

smaller hips

and to be 10cm shorter

I HATE MYSELF

and why do humans have all those body hair

at areas like arm pits? i hate it.

im so gonna go for permanent hair removal

once i earn my pay.

my hearts ❤ :

 1. lomo collages of pretty places. inciting my wanderlust so badly.

2. shelves of jars of colorful pretty candies.

3. iced pink lemonade. perfect to have on the scorching days.

4. floral LOVE cushions

5. the string game. all you needed were a piece of looped string

and 2 pairs of hands. ah those were the days.

6. this darling mini typewriter necklace. I WANT THIS!

7. window seats. I looooove them.

trying to figure out a way to create one in my room.

hmm. maybe in my future new house.

 test's round the corner and im supposed to be mugging hard

but here ive been hoarding pictures like a squirrel hoarding nuts
so here it goes! more hearts ❤ for this march:

1. loveee them vintage film and good old photos

2. pink holga diana with picutres taken through art filter.

I WANT ONE HOLGA and hmm.

i need to find time to develop my photos too.

 3. prettayyy colordyed pinkish-white roses.

 4. cherry blossoms that dances the bue sky during spring time.

5. interesting cut out backs.

 6. this prettttyyy pink bow clutch that girls can slot their wrist through. IWANT.

 7. fruity popsicles of sour kiwis and favourite strawberries.

 8. an over indulgence of strawberry cheesecake with those

sinful jams and whipped cream.

 9. happy food to melt in your mouth when youre out under a sunny weather.

 10. more icecream cones with multiplies of joy (:

 11. homemade cake. what can be better than baking your own.

 12. a huge tub of blueberry tart all to yourself.

me lovvveee blueberriesss.

 13. more yummies and nommms and foodie lovie.

 14. triplets of the all-chocolatey-creamy yums.

15. and this tray of delicate cupcakes fluttered with
sugary flower and that little pig sitting over there ❤

 some movies ive watched over the weeks:

(actually its not a few but 5!

movie's gradually becoming a weekly affair for me luh)

black swan starring natalie portman!!! great acting she has and i heard

she had a whole 9 months of ballet classes before filming this movie.

her role in here is real captivating though some parts could be real disturbing.

a british film which i think is overly-rated! a tad-bit boring for me

but i just had to watch it because of its interesting trailer

and colin firth having won the oscar's best-male-actor award.

the green hornet, just like how the movie title sounds, this show's kinda crappy.
seth rogen cant fight at all and
yet he goes around acting all hero-like in the show?!
luckily jay chou and cameron diaz look pretty good in it

/just/ enough to make up for the lame storyline.

korean movie with who else but eunice koh!

/my dearest who goes for korean classes diligently nowadays/

we chose to watch this cos we feel like watching some korean film

and this is the only one showing ha, just our usual style of doing things,

impromptu and totally random. we like.

and i caught 大世界 with my papa and mummy.

kor wants to study for test so he left for hall and didnt join us.
what a spoil sport! but still, im happy my parents enjoyed this movie (:

this show really contains a lot of nostalgic memories of us folks

and the use of dialects in this local film added in lots of hilarious scenes haha (Y)!

things i ❤ for the first of march:

time flies so quickly that its march already

life's being kind to me for my 2011 up till now

lucky me~ and im gonna look forward to more happy months to come